Look in the mirror

See this face growing old
that bow under eyes like a socket
The shadow growing up
laughing me like a shit

Seem to me it is a punishment
I do leave you slowly in that deeply heart
Everytime I wake from this bed
I never remember you again

Those beautiful words have been close this eye
This current heart no more belong
I just can't leave guilty
Will you gave me apology

Again, you laughing at me
I staring you and you staring at me
This is look like a poker game
But I'm not good enough to play it

I'm scared to loose.... And I'm sure you do
(this is for you my sister "sovie")